Please tell me when you see a rainbow

2009-04-08T22:08:00.002+08:00

A dream so beautiful it almost felt real...but the dream had to end and so does the time shown on the stopwatch...she said those 3 words and disappeared, as if mocking me bitterly...

Well a few more days left...farewell to you my buddies and friends...those moments were precious and true just like the afternoon sky of blue...i knew this day would come but when mentioned who would believe?...silence befalls on us all as we knew there was nothing much we can do to savage the remains of our relationship...

Ashes to Ashes, dust to dust...may we find our own different paths...move on and seek our own happiness while carrying those happy memories in our hearts...

The Last day of reunion will be the mark of the end...or will it be a new tomorrow?

Ice signing off

2009-04-01T22:30:00.002+08:00

Time is running out soon...so many things i wana do...so many people i wana meet...so much to say but so little time...

Haven been doing things i wana do or maybe becoz i cant...even a simple hello or goodbye cant slip thru my lips...i dun think i will have the chance...but i remember telling SM in every significant part of my life i meet someone special and in the end whether its my choice or not, i have to let them go...maybe it is just another deja vu...

When the time comes i will have to walk alone...

Ice signing off

2009-03-29T22:15:00.002+08:00

Was she looking at me? was she?? i dont know....maybe i did catch a glimpse of her looking at me but............

haiz...mixed feelings and unsure plus insecure.....

Ice signing off

2009-03-25T22:08:00.002+08:00

She finally forgotten...then maybe i can finally put my mind at ease...

Was a bit lazy to update yesterday and i was at yp hse anyway playing Magic with derek's unburnable burn-spell deck ROFL...stayed up late yesterday and chat plus laugh at stupid jokes and human errors yp and i had experienced from weird people around us haha...chat until about 8am probably and then we got so tired we fell asleep w/o knowing...

Many people wished me happy birthday and i wana thank you(those who wished me)...talked to my friend about how birthdays should be celebrated and she mentioned friends buying a cake and me blowing out candles...haha what a common way to celebrate a birthday...but at least its meaningful...Long gone were the days we celebrated with joy...time to let go...

Ice signing off

2009-03-24T19:31:00.001+08:00

EH! You got update ah?
Maybe i will update someday too...
yp out~

2009-03-23T01:07:00.002+08:00

A great day it was waking up and enjoying a family day out...went to a posh italian dining with my family becoz of a special occasion and ate till we were bloated...also we watched Race to Witch Mountain which was quite a hilarious movie and the girl acting was pretty:P

Quite a short day but enjoyed it

Counting down with two stopwatches, one in each hand...

Ice signing off

2009-03-22T01:27:00.002+08:00

Mahjong Mahjong! had a big winnings from previous mj sessions haha but think my luck will run out soon...well i always believe when u win there are definately times that u will lose...unless u are in tian hu mode right yp? ROFL

Qi jun called me halfway during mj session to go Jasmin's house to play mj...OF COURSE i wan to go, to play mahjong la not anything else :P but then i cant pang seh my friends ma so continued until finish and realize too late to go over liao...haiz sian "maybe next time" haha...Hope Qi jun call me earlier then can go see chio bu haha

Oh ya and WK started throwing his tantrums again...sick of his childish behaviour...lucky i didnt punch him, almost did it when my head was hot...

Quite tired liao so going to slp soon

Ice signing off

2009-03-20T19:38:00.002+08:00

Met two expert L4D players yesterday, had lots of fun playing expert difficulty haha learnt alot of tactics on how to survive too...hopefully i can get to play with them soon...

My friend has a relationship issue recently and she asked me for advice 0.o well, maybe i aint the right guy to approach but i told her a few advice and things went well for her...hope she can maintain it that way...Communication is the most important thing between a couple...

Quite Bored staying at home...maybe i am going to break free...

Ice signing off

2009-03-19T22:22:00.003+08:00

A few more days...will she remember?...wads gonna happen?
Not really interested in finding out since it doesnt really mean much to me anymore

Not many things happen today...surroundings seems to be quite quiet nowadays...i wonder why...is it becoz i dun want to do anything? or is it that it is just the way it appears to be...

Its funny...people sure know how to find u when they need help but never seen when u are the one who needs their help...just like how my friend who can ask u questions but cant give you any answers...

Why do humans cry? becoz we dun believe wad we are experiencing? or that we just don know wad to do?

Another day has just pass...
To the one I miss, I Love You

Ice signing off

2009-03-18T18:24:00.003+08:00

Took a very LONG break from blogging and finally i decided to start again

Had been thinking alot lately about many things...too many to begin with and hopefully, just hopefully, i will have the courage to put my thoughts on this blog...

Well for a start i will write about Swai Ming's enlistment which is TODAY at 8am so farewell to him and hopefully he enjoyed the time he had before enter the NDU. Start to miss him already...even playing Black Square has lost its meaning without SM around...Lost one L4D Kaki ROFL...

Talking about university application, had a tough time deciding and finalised it recently...seems like SM has also finalised his because he has to enter NDU...WK seems keen on repeating one more year which i wish him all the best and good luck for his one more year...adviced him on other options but none seems to be interesting to him and it is his own decision after all

Another thing about WK, his 'condition' seems to be getting worse...i wonder if he will seriously take our advice to see a doctor...has been dragging on for quite long that we are all concern about his health...

Cant wait for that day

then maybe we can finally go out and play

Not knowing it will end this way

Ice signing off

2008-12-25T22:28:00.012+08:00

Merry Merry Christmas!

Presenting...random pics of 2008~

1) At Sentosa with Del and his sis

2) =D

3) It was a good hand but...=(

4) Bored while mugging

6) Bridge 2007 champions! (Pic taken in 2008)

7) CNY 'earnings' ( think i posted this before)

8) Meow weow! Quite close up shot of a cat. Nice pose!

6 more days left for 2008~

14 days left to...

Yp signing off~

2008-12-16T23:06:00.003+08:00

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

So girl, I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

Ice signing offz~

2008-12-09T21:59:00.000+08:00

Exactly one more month left!~

2008-12-03T16:55:00.004+08:00

PHEW~

Had prom night yesterday. No photos because they are not with me.
Anyway, 2 Dec, SM came to my house at about 1230. Chatted for a while then went to DBG at 2 for DDR! Was quite lazy to bring my bag so i just played in my prom suit. It was quite difficult to play with leather shoes and they made a very loud sound on the pad. After that, Dillon and JW came to the arcade and we went off to Manf's house together.

Slcaked a round for a while until 5+, then got changed ( for the rest) and styled my hair. Manf's dad fecthed us to the hotel and we reached at about 6, which is quite early. Waited for the rest of the class, then took photos and ate. The food was not bad.

After prom, some went to post prom party while me manf and sm went to Paradiz to play pool. Went to play LAN that. Played till 3am then walked all the way to Centrepoint to meet wan qi hs and germaine. Walked a very long way again to Shaw Macs and slacked there till 6.30am.
Took 502 home and had a very long sleep on the bus. Luckily i only overshot by one stop.
Reached home at about 7.30, had a bath and slept.
Finally woke up at 5pm, which is when i stared to blog.
1 more month to enjoy for me~~

Yp signing off~

2008-12-03T02:50:00.002+08:00

Just came back from Midnight Mahjong! haha...lots to remember, lots to say...

Lets Start

Woke up in the morning with a very tired feeling but decided to go online to ask for prom photos! Got them from feng yi and reviewed them...and then i remembered the laughter and fun during prom =)

Got bored and asked derek and qi jun to hang out at JP...but then i recieved a call from my brother about mahjong in the evening haha...so i went to jp to catch up with derek and qi jun...realised that derek suddenly took an interest in swimming and qi jun wanted to play tennis so i guess i better sharpen my tennis skills to beat him WHAHA...maybe might hang out with them during basketball since i dun really have much interest in BB...Went to eat teriyaki chicken ramen and pork belly side dish...DAMN~ the taste was good...but abit exp XD

soon it was around 8.30 and i waited for my brother's call to go my cousin house...in the meantime i went to the arcade and saw Ray and LHL...and i thought " Wa got good show to watch liao"...sat behind them and watched them play DDR with those good timing and skills they have...sian wish i am as good as them...their last credit was damn funny...final stage was paranoia hades expert and both were sianed diaoz but guess wad? the extra stage was paranoia 290 expert and LHL was like " F**K!!!" while Ray gave up at the start haha...of course LHL got an AA (979000+ score la with a few almost here and there somemore wth =.=) and their encore extra was no.13 which LHL got another AA...i was behind them thinking WHAT LUCK...then this xiao mei mei appeared and started talking to me asking me about DDR stuff and i was shocked rofl

Finally my brother called and i went to play mahjong and for the third consecutive time i am the bigget winner again! WOOTZ...i think i can play mahjong for a living le xD Hai Di Lao Zhen KING!~ WHAHA

What a day...wish the acjc people had a fun prom, yea? :)

Ice signing offz~

2008-12-02T01:29:00.000+08:00

LOL

2008-11-30T11:49:00.003+08:00

Went to buy winter clothes yesterday with my family...bought a new winter jacket and mostly was shopping for my brother's girlfriend's winter clothes becoz she nvr went cold countries before and she is afraid of the cold haha...walked for the whole day and my legs got tired

Went to eating lunch at Toast Box and the laska and ice lemon tea was good so maybe i will go there another day to try the other food...Went to the hong kong cafe to eat for dinner and tried the tea +coffee drink that my brother recommended...it was good as well...must go there to try the other hong kong dishes next time

After eating dinner we went shoppng for my prom shoes!! hehe and got myself a rather nice pair of white and sliver shoes...very classy haha...so i guess i got my whole suit ready....now waiting for the actual day!

At night i had another MAHJONG SESSION with my family wahahaha and i was the biggest winner again although it wasnt much...played until 2am O.o hand tired as well as leg tired...

Today not doing much but i think my brother bringing us to some IT exhibition at expo...Look forward to meeting my friends in the cool suits tomorrow! :)

Ice signing offz~

2008-11-29T01:28:00.002+08:00

CONGA!

Long time no blog! I am finally back again!

Felt quite lazy to blog because my life was quite happening after exams ended. Too happening till i had no time to blog.

Going to enlist in Jan, which is very soon. Dunno if i should feel excited or nervous about serving in the army. Maybe half half. Tried to get a job for Dec but the agency still have not contacted me yet. They said it was difficult to find me a job which is so short term. I need an extra source of $$ now because my accounts are in a deficit. Have been spending too much these few weeks.

Hope to get a job at least after prom. Will give more interesting posts next time, maybe with pictures too.

Yp signing off~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

2008-11-29T01:18:00.002+08:00

Morning Morning! haha secret codeword...Went to Golden mile tower today with YP, JW and SM to fix JW psp and change SM psp stuff but they said we will be contacted when its done...
Therefore we went DBG to play abit of ddr with YP and even met Rachel there haha...didnt notice her at first becoz of the lousy *AHEM* i meant 'not so skilled' performance by the previous player...Anyway besides his not so good skills, the machine hanged after he used it and i was like WTFOMGWTH...JW accidentally got scolded by the 'repair' aunty and YP got screwed by not being able to top up his card value HAHA...Rachel asked for my card to top up so as to play but i paid for her game anyway, paiseh to always play her credit last time...

Not long after SM recieved the msg to collect his psp but there was no further news about JW psp so we waited for awhile...however we got a mahjong session at my house later in the evening so we decided to ask sm to go collect his psp alone while asking about JW psp...

While on the MRT to my house JW got the worst news of the day...his psp corroded O.o
So SM took his psp along to my house...Played MJ and i won alot hehe sorry guys =P
It was arond two hours since we last saw SM and he haven reach my house so we got worried and decided to call him...but not long after a few tries he appeared at my doorstep and said he overslept on the bus LOL

Damn tired now...tmr still got alot of things to do...YAWN!

Ice signing offz~

2008-11-27T23:33:00.003+08:00

YAY! Watch Quarantine...was a so-so movie only...those who love Cloverfield would love this movie HAHA

Went Prom Suit Shopping with SM and YP...Buy alot of expensive clothes =X...but lucky my mum and dad sponsor! haha...few more days to prom....Went Bugis in search of YP and SM white shirt haha and the keyword for the day is : Pseudo =D

Went eating at Carl's JR...damn good sial the bacon and ham cheeseburger as well as the mushroom burger...good tasting fries as well...but damn exp haha...

Time passes so fast...its going to be christmas soon....haiz.....

Ice signing offz~

2008-11-26T00:46:00.006+08:00

Alot has happened after 'A' levels...Finally get the mood and time to blog again haha...
Went DDR and aiming to prove my skills haha...Must be as good as Dr.D =X
Thinking of when to go get prom suit...hmmm...
Finally its after exams...but suddenly feel quite lost about wad to do next just like wad my brother said happened to him LOL
Thinking of getting a job but not so successful yet....Spending more time to hang out with friends and enjoying myself first i guess...
Suddenly thought about the past...the beautiful ones...kind of make me wish i had a time machine...told YP and SM about my 'A,B,C,D,E' and '10 brothers' story ROFL...Really missed those times *sob**sob*
Recently had a stay over at JW house...quite fun...watched movies,play interesting card games and monster hunting!:P...wish have more stay overs...Always fun when its a group thing...
Thinking of a time to hang out with Derek and Qi jun again haha...always fun to have them around esp Derek the joker LOL
So much to do but so little time....maybe like SM said...i wana do everything in one day...

Ice Signing Offz~

2008-10-05T00:49:00.000+08:00

It ends tonight

Goodbye

Ice signing offz~

2008-09-28T23:15:00.003+08:00

Will not be blogging till December.

Targetting 5 As for my A levels.

I am very serious about it.

Yp signing off

Holy holy Lord God Almighty
Which was
And is
And is to come

2008-09-15T20:52:00.003+08:00

Every monday is going to be a physics day...haiz...mus stay back until 3.30 to 5.30 for extra physics remedial...damn...dismissed at 12.30 so my classmates and i went to eat at macdonalds followed by going to Ian's house to MESS IT UP~ haha...but we didnt really create a mess la only played with Ian's dog and hamsters plus online Counter Strike...

Woke up in the morning and felt really tired so i wished it would rain and BAM there came my wish haha so i could sleep until 7.30am ^^

Survived another day of disappointment...how can i survive ANOTHER DAY......
without you....

Ice signing offz~

2008-09-09T14:17:00.003+08:00

Long time no blog! Mainly because of prelims and the slacking during the September holidays.

Prelim results coming out this Friday...all at one shot just like the promos. I dont expect myself to do well because i did not put in my best effort into the prelims. Had no motivation at all for the papers, maybe because it is not the real thing.

A levels in less than two months...time to do my best and show people how smart i am=)
Having tons of motivation to study now!

Yp signing off~

2008-09-07T17:47:00.003+08:00

127 days...127 chapters...127 combos...seems like 127 appears quite frequently recently haha...

Had midnight mahjong and sm didnt win after one round sia...haha one of the biggest loser i have ever met:P but he was always few more steps to winning so i guess its jus his luck ba

cleared quite alot of DJ Max missions these few days haha... few more missions to GRAND MASTER title o.O but school starting tomorrow and i may not have the time to play so frequently anymore :(

Starting to cut down on gaming and preparing for the finaly sprint towards the "finish line"
May not be first but i definately dun wan to be last

Lastly to Vivian...

CHEER UP :)

Ice signing offz~

2008-09-06T01:10:00.004+08:00

Now i finally know where my happiness comes from...My friends...even if not close friends i will be happy as long as i am with them

Went jp to get a hair cut( now damn short as usual) and accompany jw, yp and sm play ddr...Clear alot of unsightly Grades! haha...and stepped at a speed faster then ever before for paranoia hades Challenge difficulty o.O Guess i haven realise my full potential...Met Rachel( or at least i think thats her name) and she asked me to play wif her...couldnt deny her but feel bad as i always play on her credit...maybe next time i will insist on playing on my credit haha...today was paranoia day XD

a question suddenly pops up in my head...What is most important to you?...
For me, in the past, it was her but i guess now it is.............

Ice signing offz~

2008-09-04T00:50:00.002+08:00

Was in a 7 eleven when i heard someone shout across

"Eh Delvin..."

Got shocked becaue i never saw him b4 in my life but actually he was calling out to another person.

However wad shocked me even more is he got that person's name wrong o.O

coincidence? maybe...

Ice signing offz~

2008-09-03T12:35:00.003+08:00

Its the little things that she do that makes me smile like dozing off and i have to watch over her and encouraging me to study hard...

Keeps a smile on my face all day haha

=)

Ice signing offz~

2008-09-01T19:39:00.002+08:00

How can i be so foolish and naive to think that it will come true...

Heaven must be playing tricks on me...

Doesnt matter...i will jus treat it like a dream...

A very nice dream...

Ice signing offz~

2008-09-01T14:36:00.002+08:00

Went to watch WALLE and stole these toys from Ice who bought the popcorn combo. Haha...it was quite a good movie.
Yp signing off~

2008-08-31T20:31:00.002+08:00

Finally had a weekend free from studies and had fun after thurs...watch movies, play mahjong, stay over with friends in hotel and stay up late till next morning...Damn tired after the whole stay over thing

Have i been given a chance? if i have i will cherish it and never let it go anymore...i need this chance to have to courage to move on...

Ice signing offz~

2008-08-28T23:52:00.003+08:00

Finally prelims over...time to take a little break...but before i can even enjoy and think of how to enjoy...i am oready thinking of how to complete my work =.=

Yeap...'holiday homework'...

First time after so long i can play from 12pm to 8 pm with no stress about oncoming work! haha played until i so tired and fell asleep O.o

Two lessons learned today :
1. If i dun let 'it' go, it will come back to haunt me...
2. Always go against my gut feeling

Ice signing offz~

2008-08-26T13:51:00.009+08:00

A great moment for me...

One more tile...

WOOHOO! SHI SAN YAO!

Lucky day~ and tomorrow is last day of prelims!

Yp signing off~

2008-08-25T14:49:00.002+08:00

How would u feel if the answers to the questions are not the correct answers to the question?
When you know that there is something wrong with the answers?
However you dun trust ur own answers because u have never been good with answers...
Anyway, arent answers suppose to be correct?

Frustrated....thats how i have been feeling these few days...

Ice signing offz~

2008-08-24T16:07:00.002+08:00

Haiz so tired and restless...

All i want to do is to stare blankly into space...

and ride on the milky way into an unknown dimension...

Ice signing offz~

2008-08-18T23:40:00.001+08:00

Currently living in a world where the percentage of ur marks equals to the no. of years u live

Ice Signing offz~

2008-08-15T20:38:00.002+08:00

I made the wrong choice

Didnt know things will end up this way

Need to go back to change the past
.
..
...
....
.....
Its too late.................

Ice signing offz

2008-07-26T00:59:00.004+08:00

One day, a bull was grazing at the bottom of a tree. A turkey walked past the bull, looking dejected.

The bull asked 'What happened turkey?'

The turkey replied 'I am so miserable. I wish i can perch on top of the trees, watching the surroundings, just like the other birds do...but i just cant get up the tree.'

The bull then said 'Why not you eat some of my droppings...it is very nutritious and can help you get to the top of the tree.'

So, the turkey ate some of the bull's droppings and manged to get up to the lowest branch.

Day by day, the turkey ate the bull's droppings and managed to get higher and higher.

Finally one day, the turkey managed to get to the top of the tree. While admiring the view from the top of the tree, the turkey was spotted by a hunter who shot it down.

So listen up goodie bags/goody two shoes/hypocrites/bootlickers...

Bullshit can get you to the top but it won't keep you there. =)

Yp signing off~

2008-07-24T19:45:00.003+08:00

STRESS...prelims in about 19 more days damn it....must go on full speed for revision!!!

Mr Chua actually talked to me about my results last term and he told me i got the potential to do well...do i?...i guess its time to stop disappointing him and start doing my very very best...CHIONG AR

Got a hair cut today...damn now i look similar to Zhao Xiong O.o

Damn got to stay back late again for tomorrow...maybe i really laughed too soon haiz...

Bank Mao~~

Ice signing offz~

2008-07-21T17:00:00.005+08:00

Sian Sian Sian~
Always so tired these few days...cannot fall asleep at night, but feel so sleepy in the day.
I wish we can just get a study break. No point going back to school after syllabus is completed unless its for consultation.
3 more weeks to prelims! 2 more weeks to school 'closing'. Yay!

Some thoughts i came across:
1. You cannot tell which way the train went by looking at the track.
2. Anything worth fighting for is worth fighting dirty for.
3. All things being equal, fat people use more soap.
4. If you can smile when things go wrong, you have someone in mind to blame.
5. One-seventh of your life is spent on Monday.
6. By the time you can make ends meet, they move the ends
7. Never wrestle with a pig: You both get all dirty, and the pig likes it.

Haha...some quotes have a deeper meaning

Yp signing off~

2008-07-20T02:37:00.004+08:00

Early in the morning went to school for phys consultation until 12 pm and had a motivational talk about NS life from mr chua....haha and he was telling us about his life in OCS and why its all worth it....

Meet up with my brother to go watch the Dark Knight and its freaking awesome...his sonar detectors really made him like a bat damn cool...a movie worth watching in my opinion....then went to starbucks to get some drink and the ice blended mocha was very nice....

Finally going home but we missed the last train home so we had to take the 1 hr plus night bus home but on the way we chat like there was no tomorrow...didnt have a good chat wif him for quite a long time wahaha... reached home about 1am sia...

WHY...SO....SZE-RIOUS? (HAHAHAHAHAHA) XD

Ice signing offz~

2008-07-18T21:51:00.003+08:00

Had a brain draining 3hrs maths paper! damn tiring...although its not counted and won't be fully marked by the teachers i still tried my best to test my ability in doing a 3 hrs paper...didnt wana stay complacent like some people, so i practiced my maths otherwise my skills will turn 'rusty' heh heh

Sians having a phys test on monday and i will have to prepare for it during the weekends...so i guess its more revision!! finally getting into the groove of revision...

Dark Knight is opened in cinemas! i wana watch it, looks damn good

Still willing to wait in the rain until u appear once again

Ice signing offz~

2008-07-15T23:39:00.002+08:00

Daniel tio Commando BMT OMG what luck....haha damn unlucky la who ask him so fit >.< but future red beret sia haha however he only son sia dunno if he can siam...Asked my mother to check my letterbox to see if i kena but lucky never

two tests, one on thurs and one on fri...revise until damn tired...haiz...

She turn at look at me with that BBCC look omg~ heart melt...haha only fire will understand

Ice signing offz~

2008-07-14T21:49:00.005+08:00

Remedial, Exam, Stress, Test,

Remedial, Exam, Stress, Test

Remedial, Exam, Stress, Test,

This is all that i need.......

Ice signing offz~

2008-07-13T23:13:00.004+08:00

It rained yesterday and it is going to rain tonight again...

Matches my mood

Is it going to rain tomorrow??

Ice signing offz~

2008-07-13T00:46:00.004+08:00

12/7

Happy birthday to you~
Happy birthday to you~
Happy birthday to Vivian~~~~
Happy birthday to you~

Very random quotes of the day:

''A tiger which does not show its true power would be treated as a sick cat''

And here is a famous story to go with the next quote:
A man had 3 sons who were always quarreling with each other.
One day, during dinner with his sons, the man took up one chopstick and broke it into half.
He then said
''I only have one dream, and that is for us to unite and be of one heart''
As he finished saying that, the man took up a bundle of chopsticks and tried to break it but was unsuccessful.
His sons got what their dad was trying to say and from then on, they lived happily ever after.

Lame but meaningful story

Yp signing off~

2008-07-05T00:44:00.002+08:00

Lazy to do a proper post, so post will be in point form.
-Watched Hancock today. Good movie. 4/5
-Chemistry revision lectures suck. I would rather go for Physics.
-Went out to ps for a 1/3 class outing on tues
-No duck rice! The auntie said it was because duck is damn ex.
-Postponed my GP mock exam to next tues. No need to go to school tmr. Long weekend!
-Good luck to band people for their Switzerland competition.
-Econs mock exam soon. 3 essays in 2hr 15mins. Dont know if my hand can take it.
-Someone's birthday on mock exam day=)
-Want to watch The Dark Knight, Red Cliff, Meet Dave,Mummy 3 and so many more movies but...
-Prelims prelims prelims!
-Why must all the good movies release this/next month?

Can't think of any more points...yp signing off~

2008-07-03T21:27:00.003+08:00

Air rifle competition today...got a little excited before it started and i didnt do as well as i expected...sorry daphne i let u down >.< but doesnt matter anymore its my very last one anyway... no need to review and reflect becoz there wun be a next one...i think that would be the last time i ever touch an air rifle ever again...quite sad to leave everything behind after all the training...JJC 33 u served me well, will miss you...haha...before i shot the last competition shot i thought to myself, "Goodbye air rifle".....BANG!

Oh ya good luck to my air rifle friends shooting tomorrow!

Manage to skip the two long hours of maths! haha but that would also mean i have missed a session of revision

Hancock came out today!...i wan to watch :)

Ice Signing offz~

2008-06-30T19:33:00.006+08:00

Ns check up today...had a day of from school work and stress...reached the CMPB very early in the morning with sm and waited quite long so we decided to DJ Max while waiting

Started with the registration then Sm somehow didnt send the measurement particulars so he had to redo the whole shyt again i think but he skipped the photo taking and had a head start in the medical check up...lucky still have jw to talk to but somehow he overtake me at the dental station and i was left behind...stupid dental station, i go first then so many people behind me get to go first instead #@*%... then came the stupid computer test...At first still got morale do...then slowly get more tired and bored...until reach the last part i shag oready then anyhow go put i like parachuting...i like diving...i like blahblahblah...to shag to think liao i actually tot it was another test sia...basket...

Seem to really get very short tempered these few days...wads wrong with me? am i turning into the hulk?o.O have to try and control the anger in me...Dun wan to lose my temper and hurt the ones i love accidentally like wad i did before to her...

Brother went to orientation camp in university liao...gonna miss having him around until this fri

Haiz have to go back to school work tomorrow...feeling demoralised and tired, i shall embrace tomorrow with another smile

Ice signing offz~

2008-06-29T01:00:00.001+08:00

BIGGEST MISTAKE OF MY LIFE = telling the truth

regret like fook

Ice Signing offz~

2008-06-28T00:37:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLARICE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Today's post going to be quite long...Had a Boring Friday and had to sit thru 1.5 hrs of GP lesson( but at least its quite interactive) and 1 hr of chem tutorial before i started rotting for about 1 hr and school release...chat about "jay chou" in our school and how a cockroach can ruin his hair! ROFL we couldn't stop laughing...then the unfortunate event happened...

Daniel tried breaking my keypad security code as i told him wun eternal lock even if he tried more than 3 times...he tried but gave up...then when i wanted to unlock my keypad, shyt it doesnt recognise my old keycode anymore...I PANIC...WTF is this shyt?...i kept trying but to no avail...i got abit pissed and sad...becoz i would have to bring my handphone to service centre and might not be able to meet the group to celebrate clarice and jian wei's birthday :( i sort of made daniel feel very guilty with my farking sad look and he wanted to go nokia care centre with me but i am suppose to meet the group so i decided to go with them instead of him and thank him for offering help...

Went home feeling very sian...i thought, there goes my happy weekend...when i was searching for my warranty card i had a very weird ans stupid thought...throw my handphone on the floor...so i did and guess wad? i can unlock it liao!!! damn funny...quickly called daniel to tell him about it...he apologised again but i said nvm la haha...things started to get better later...

Met Fire, Pearl and Vivian for an important event...so met about 4 pm and they were late again...went walking for 3 hours and finally met the rest of the group...gave Clarice and Jian Wei their respective presents and off we went to eat at pepper LUNCH for DINNER!! haha...ad our fill before heading off to play ddr awhile but realised CANT USE AMUSEMENT PASS!! how amusing...no wonder no one at DBG la...all cramping at Lot 1? o.O

Went to buy drinks and sat out side plaza sing...play game while the girls taking out photos of themselves with fire's help...then we went to the MRT station to take more reflection pictures~ haha...Took the trai home and saw one freaking chio chio bu and signal to jw about her...both came to a consensus haha...then we saw too middle aged guys staring at her like wan eat her up like that...then i and jw both shake our heads and worried about her safety LOL

Walk home with clarice and sm until i reached home while sm cont protecting clarice ahah...sm became her temp bodyguard becoz of a certain event in sec 3 that i cant say here that sm decided to walk her home...

Had one tiring long day

Ice signing offz~

2008-06-28T00:25:00.011+08:00

HAPPY (BELATED) BIRTHDAY JW AND CLARICE!

Had a long day today!

Supposed to submit hard and soft copies of pq and cca/cip writeup today but stupid computer lab printer does not work and library is crowded. So i just heck care and submitted the soft copies only because i was in a damn rush. Hope i dont get into trouble for not submitting the hard copies.

Went home, changed and rushed to ice-san's house to sign jw's belated birthday card and then chionged to je mrt to meet vivian and pearl law BUT *someone* was late! So me and ice played dj max (which i copied over at his house). Quite a fun game actually. The girls finally met us and we went to orchard to shop for jw's and clarice's presents. Haha...quite a last min job because wo men hen mang. Walk...walk walk to cine and found a good bag shop for jw. Chose a very nice bag for him and then we were left with clarice's present. So walk walk walk and finally to far east. Bought bubble tea at far east.

Do you like ice blended drinks? I dont quite like them because after you finish drinking the liquid, you are left with about half a cup of solid ice. So you have to wait for the ice to melt, drink, wait again, drink...so frustrating, right pearl ?(not the bubble tea pearl)

By that time it was already about 6+ pm and we still have not gotten anything yet. And the birthday people were reaching soon. Suddenly! Sm saves the day by being late for 30mins!

The birthday people waited for him at je so we had a little more time to shop. Pearl destroyed a few shops along the way and we finally got clarice something.

Went to paragon to meet the birthday people and sm then spent quite long thinking where to eat and finally (lol used this word in this post quite a few times already) went to pepper lunch.

After eating, we went to dohby ghaut (correct spelling? i forgot how to spell) to ddr! Some people were unhappy of course=P But they were kind enough to let us play for a while. Lent vivi my psp to play dj max while i ddred. When i finished, she had helped me earn 18000 gold! Thanks a lot!

Went to plaza sing to buy drinks then went to the stairs area outside to sit and enjoy the night. Helped the girls to take their pictures with my professional skills. Headed back home at about 11.15pm. At the mrt platform, we thought of taking photos using the reflection from the glass.

The best pic we managed to take:

Chatted and looked through pics and vids on my hp on the ride home. Looking back at some pics and vids...they were damn funny. Reached home at around midnight, feeling so so so tired.

Yp signing off~

2008-06-26T22:56:00.002+08:00

Whew gone with the long day...was rotting during the 2 hours maths lecture...freaking waste of time...going thru questions that were already gone thru...

Quite a weird morning...was walking to school and suddenly someone called out my name...turn to look and it was my classmate Wen Yao....at first i thought why he called me...then when i walked towards him he started to get on his father's vehicle...i was abit shocked, is he trying to give me a lift?...then i hopped on the vehicle and thank his father for the ride...felt quite awkward...didnt noe him that well yet he still gave me a lift... during the whole journey i had this weird feeling in my heart...actually it was becoz he was late thats why he asked his father to drive him to school...So i guess i was quite lucky that we meet haha

Went KFC wif sooraj and udit and met his NETBALL girl HAHAH i couldnt stop laughing and so did sooraj...Udit even called her a big fat monstero.O...learnt abit of hindi from them haha but memory quite bad>.<...Xavier tio U/S program for maths again! OMG second time...that dude sure has some bad luck...actually mr Lee mistook someone else for him...wonder if this time he will get pulled out of the list...but i dun think so...

Came home to do abit of revision and nothing much happened for the rest of the day...YAWN

Ice signing offz~

2008-06-25T21:45:00.003+08:00

Competition coming next thurs and am still scoring like shyt....ARGH....cant seem to get a peace of mind to shoot better...many things flowing through my mind...when i should i get this done...when i should start the next one...heartbeat keeps getting faster and temper seems to grow shorter...

Just realise jw has an amulet that protects him from this year's bad luck...guess his mother is really very superstitious...well at least now he should be more free to go out with us liao...

Tmr is going to be a LONG day...start with chemistry *yawn* lesson with only a half an hour break before 1 and half hour of physics tutorial and 2 hour maths lecture!!!!!

Someone should be counting down to 12am hehehehe

Tag box has been quite quiet...for those visiting this blog please feel free to leave a message before u leave :)

Ice Signing offz~

2008-06-24T22:24:00.000+08:00

WA seh just finished the bombarding of tests this week, waiting for the finishing of the carpet bombing( test results )

Damn tired today, came home and rest on my bedroom carpet not knowing i fell asleep and slept again around 5pm again O.o

Need to start getting into the studying mood...prelims is not far away :(

Arcade under renovation!...Sad....no more exercise...maybe need to start jogging>.< but it wun be as fun as playing and exercise at the same time haiz

Many happenings that ruin my life yet many events that fixed my hopes...thanks to fire who was holding the last piece to my puzzle ; its finally complete...now i can move on...

just read LHL and alvin's blog..haha hilarious guys...wish i can get to know them better...always feel there is some barrier to even start a conversation...Maybe should start talking first...

Random Ramblings

Ice signing offz~

2008-06-22T00:56:00.000+08:00

Today's entry will be slightly longer because i havent been blogging long entries for quite a long time.

Lets start with an elaboration to ice's previous post.
So...that girl said me and ice were fierce looking. Haha if not for Norman we wouldnt even know that she was not talking to us because of that. Are we really that fierce looking? Lets rephrase that. Am i fierce looking? (Ice is fierce=P)
Haha first time someone said that. I get more 'gentle and innocent' type face comments. And btw i didn't 'knife' her. It was just a misunderstanding.

Back to today. Woke up because my phone rang. Ice-san! So went to his house intending to finish up my maths paper. I saw his pile of newspapers and remembered that i needed to search for gp egs. So...the next 1 hour was spent searching for good articles. Then Started doing maths and headache started at qn 4. Shit! Really wasted a lot of time thinking how to do the qns. Would have wasted more time if not for ice and sm's help. If that was in exam conditions i would be dead.

Ice's sister asked us some *very* lame riddles. Here goes...
Q:Why did hello Kitty die?
A:Because she has no mouth so she cannot eat =.=!

Q:Why did Doraemon not reply when his friend talked to him?
A:Because he has no ears and cannot hear =.=!!!

Q:Why are famous people so cold?
A:Because they have a lot of fans =.=!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Lame but kept me laughing for a while. Then ice told me another one which was damn funny but quite mean.

Q:Why did the one arm man cross the road?
A:Because he wanted to get to the second hand shop.

LOL i almost fell off my seat on this one.

Also ate some duck flavoured instant noodles. Its good! Sm went home after dinner so me and ice played mhf and chatted for the rest of the night. Laughed like mad at a lot of 'jokes'.
Then his parents bought home burger king for us. Thought up of the joke of the day while eating and i almost choked. Went home after eating.

Time passes so fast. One month gone just like that. I actually didnt study much this month compared to what others did. Serious business starts in Term 3. HARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!

Yp signing off~

2008-06-21T02:03:00.000+08:00

Early morning wake up...WA BASKET LATE LIAO AR...look at the clock, F**k its 8.50am and i have to take my maths test at 9am...stay calm stay calm all i got to do is...RUN!!!!!!

Whew manage to reach school in time before paper starts...was damn scared it started already and i woud have lost a few mins...after the exam wa feel damn tired and stressed out but decided to go out with fire and sm to hang out...

Manage to catch an afternoon M**** with them and it was rather hilarious...nearly laugh off my seat...then we decided to play a few rounds of ddr...not long before it was crowded with people so we lay off the credits and went to eat first...when we went back we met "sora"...damn it has been months since i last saw him...thought we could play together but he went off pretty quickly...met some girl who also ddr and i think she was selling something to raise funds for charity...but she didnt dare to ask me and fire becoz we appeared too "fierce"...AM i?...i didnt use to be...until.................nvm its in the past....before leaving she even said goodbye to us but yp apparently "knifed" her ROFL LMAO...

Oh and we met Qi Jun and Derek too but it was our credit so we had to play and didnt have much time to talk to both of them...wish i could have a chat with both of them but, a chance missed means a chance missed...they left quite fast too...fire was telling me about how long we haven met derek in jp...must be his joker face i missed laughing at:P

quite alot of weird happenings today...waking up late is not one of them>.<...meet sora after talking about not seeing him for so long, hope can meet him more often...met a girl who didnt leave us a name but left us something to ponder on, is she starting to befriend us?...met ici who seem to be playing alone( hmm i wonder why)...and finally, is realising i have been rather sad and looking 'fierce' ever since............. Ice signing offz~

2008-06-17T00:27:00.000+08:00

Long time no blog! Because i was lazy.
Met ice-san to cut hair today. Went to my usual hairdresser. My hair is so short now...hope it will grow back to a good length by the time school reopens.
Went to have lunch after that. I thought ice wanted to takeaway so i ordered takeaway but then he came to me with his bowl of laksa so...shit! i had no choice but to eat my takeaway food at the shop.
After lunch, went to ice's house to study. Called ming along also. Non productive day because we were slacking quite a lot. I must accomplish what i have set out to do tomorrow.
We must never give in!
Yp signing off~

2008-06-16T23:55:00.000+08:00

Cant forgive myself...can never forget how much i owe you...

Didnt realise when it started

Too late to say goodbye

I'm Sorry

Ice signing offz~

2008-06-16T00:42:00.001+08:00

To all fathers out there( Especially mine),
HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!!!

Woke up quite late in the early afternoon and started the day by having some organic chemistry revision...then had to do some cleaning of the house before going out with my family to celebrate father's day...Ate at the golden bay restaurant and had white pepper crab together with salted egg crab( really quite saltish >.< )

After dinner we went vivocity to watch the incredible HULK...quite an action-packed movie but the storyline was only so-so...Saw a BIG kung fu panda stuffed toy at the golden village entrance and asked my sister to stand beside it to take a photo...haha...the resemblance was almost uncanny :P

Betting on the euro soccer match later, Switzeland vs Portugal...Hoping its a draw in the first half and Portugal scoring in the second half...Don't know if i will be wide awake to watch it O.o

Having a maths test this friday :( must start revising for that too...haiz revision revision and more revision...

Ice Signing Offz~

2008-06-09T00:44:00.000+08:00

Today went to popular with fire and sm to buy my chem tys becoz i seemed to have lost it...damn the person who took it...but oso good la i manage to buy the 2008 version...Fire bought some econs guide and sm wanted to get ours too but he wants to borrow from us instead!! LEECHER!! :P

Went DDR with them too and wad amazed me was S Ping asked to to play with her during her credit...i thought they all disliked me but she still asked me and i gladly accepted it...tapped a credit for her too otherwise she think i freeloaer:P...meet Meow too,damn long never see him liao, and we talked about scores...seems like he is doing much better than me...said he was disappointed in me o.O but also becoz i hardly get to play liao la...major exams coming...

Haiz...damn worried about my results....was sick for the past week until couldn't go for air rifle training...Flu then cough and fever...was damn torturing ar!!! but lucky i more or less recovered liao...competition coming on June 13th...FRIDAY the THIRTEEN...haiz but i haven been very lucky my whole life anyway...

The day she abandon me was the day i was thrown into despair...seems like an injury that cannot be healed...jus cant seem to forget her...guessed i love her too deeply...loved wrongly....

Ice signing offz

2008-05-27T23:31:00.000+08:00

Nothing good to blog about lately...just showing that this blog is still alive. Will update when there is something good.
Yp signing off~

2008-05-23T22:54:00.001+08:00

Last day of school

Stupid GP common test on last day...spoil the whole term liao...
Ended at 6.30pm....reach home oso so late liao nothing much i can do...

Sian so much work to do during holidays...24hrs chiong oso not enough...

Worst thing is got my report card...damn lousy...die liao dunno how to tell my parents...
Sure get one time big one from my dad...
You may never hear from me again O.o

Ice signing offz~

2008-05-21T18:50:00.000+08:00

Another ordinary day and was quite pissed off with the warm weather these few days...
Global warming kicking up a notch?

played soccer in the early morning PC lesson(even before PC lessons started) and injured my toe, have a bruise that is damn painful...but who cares....

We had our last tutorial sesson with my econs teacher, mdm low, then she wanted to take photos with us so that she wun forget because she is having a baby that is 8 months old and wasnt sure if she was going to take our class ever again...will miss slacking in her class =X...following after that...

Jing Yi surprised kenny with whip cream attack! haha and he said he didnt have extra shirt awwwww....then had to clean up the room becoz she sprayed all around kenny and i mean ALL around...haha...kenny tried to put whip cream on her outside of the classroom but Jing Yi dodged...INTO the opened window!...with a very loud sound DOOM...
at first i thought she banged her head against it but actually she was hurt at between the nose and her left eye...i didnt really got to see her injury but the girls told me there was a hole0.o
i got quite worried and abit disgusted upon hearing that...a hole??? wth for her sake i hope its not permanent scar

Kenny gave out an "aroma" that was nicknamed rotten apple by the girls haha becoz he used udit's deodorant which somehow was quite sour smelling to me...
So, whip cream + udit's deodorant = rotten apple
HAHA

Had a career exhibition (or was it called job fair?) and saw many future advancements available after JC...still wondering what to choose...hmmmm...

With a painful bruised toe...and hurt somewhere deep within me...i end this post with a...
OUCH!!!

Ice signing offz~

2008-05-20T20:43:00.000+08:00

When i look at you i got so many words to say but none of them can come out of my mouth
Every word seems to sound wrong
Maybe words cant describe how i feel
But the moment you walk away i start to feel empty
Cold and lonely

Starting to freeze.....

Ice Signing offz~

2008-05-19T21:52:00.000+08:00

Long weekend!

18/19th May:

Went to Ice's house to meet him and sm in the afternoon. Then met jw and went for CO concert. After that, we went to Chinatown to eat. Food there was quite good but quite ex. After dinner, the rest went home while i went to Ice's house for stayover. MHF camp 2G!

By the time we reached home, it was near midnight already. Bathed and then started mugging. Got a big headache while doing my chem assignment because i brought the wrong notes. So most of my answers were based on guessing and past memories.

Finally managed to complete it and start playing mons hunter. Got quite hungry at abt 3am so we called mac delivery! A lot of food not available because of the weird timing we ordered our food at.

Haha looks like quite a lot of food for 2 people. Feast! Continued hunting and didnt take note of the time until we saw the sky starting to get brighter. 7am! Feeling very tired so fell asleep immediately. Woke up quite late and started doing my homework again. Near dinner, we could not decide on where to go to eat so...we cooked our own dinner! Haha had to make do with what there was in the kitchen. The food turned out to be very good in the end. MMmmm...

Watched tv after dinner then went home at about 9pm. School begins tmr again...but holidays are coming soon!

Yp signing off~

2008-05-14T20:38:00.000+08:00

About 1 more week left till holidays!

2008-05-10T00:07:00.000+08:00

AH! chem test over...don't know if i did well...Daniel thinks he didnt do well, maybe but cheer up dude! u are the sunshine boy leh hahaha

Testimonial to be written by this weekend haiz sian...and should try to catch up with revision soon...need to work harder then usual liao...

Feeling tired of studying and revision but when i try to find happiness to keep me going, it is always there haha

Ice signing offz~

2008-05-08T18:48:00.000+08:00

Chemistry test tmr...better score well for this one to make up for the shyt score i had for physics test >.<

Luckily i have a few tests coming next week postponed to the week after, otherwise next week will be a damn stressful week for me...

Sounds weird but i saw my tortoises kissing each other 0.o at first i didn't believe it but as i watch closer they seem to be touching mouth to mouth! or maybe its just my imagination...

Its the hardest thing i will ever have to do...to turn around and walk away, pretending i don't love you

Ice signing offz~

2008-05-08T18:10:00.000+08:00

Phew...Barely passed napha today thanks to my lousy running. Now lets go through a dramatised version of my napha experience today.

On tuesday, david tan told us that guys would be taking their napha next thursday because he wanted the girls to be tested first. However, our four period pe teacher, mr ong gave us a surprise. he wanted everyone to take their test today. Ok...no harm but i am not really mentally prepared.

First station, sit ups. Not much action here. Managed to do 55.

Second was sit and reach. Nothing much to say since its just stretching. Managed to get a not so bad pass.

Third, standing broad jump. Usually i got a borderline pass or even a fail. This time i passed by 9cm. Yay! Quite good considering my standard.

Fourth, Pull ups ( or is it called chin ups?). Some drama here. Finally managed to do 10 pull ups. Yay! Didnt really have confidence at first as my usual was around 7. When i did 9, i was thinking 'omg... I didnt know i could do that' and then i pulled a ten. Thanks to sa3 guys for their support too=)

Was surprised to be able to do better than usual for the first 4 stations. Sort of felt some aura around me giving me motivation. Haha maybe i am thinking too much.

Fifth was shuttle run. Bad things start from here as the aura faded. Got a 10.2 on first run. 0.1s short of A. And im the only guy who did not get an A in my class for this. Decided to try my best for 2nd run. When mr ong said 'go!' , i sprinted like hell to the line but shit! Something was wrong with my shoes and i did a freaking tokyo drift. Those who saw it would think it was damn dramatic. Hurt my ankle a little too. So mr ong gave me one more try. My shoes felt REALLY slippery this time. Had to stop a while to balance myself at the turns. Got a 10.7 s for 2nd round in the end. So disappointing as it is a 0.5 deprovement from my first round.

Lastly 2.4! Wasnt feeling very well at the start already. Did not really have the mood to run but i had to anyway. First round was ok and the pain came on the 2nd round. There was this sharp pain at my lower chest area( forgot the term for it) and i was not even halfway through. Endured till the 4th round where the pain was so great till i could not take it anymore.But i kept telling myself it was the last station and i dont want to redo this again. So i painfully ran through the 5th round. Last round was really hell. Well, it was worse than hell. But there was hope! Wan Qi came to help me go through the last round. Thanks for letting me use you as a support. Haha. Ran much faster with her pulling me along. Treat you to a drink next time=) Reached the finishing line and collasped. Felt like dying already. Pain was too great. Btw timing was 12min32s(kns) In the end struggled to the bleaches to take a break. Had a tough time walking to the bus stop after that. Hope i will be ok tmr.

Yp signing off~

2008-05-05T21:40:00.000+08:00

Problems, stressed and no where to go.

But no one will know.

Frozen tears and melting heart.

The journey forward is getting hard.

Its a dead end.

Ice signing offz

2008-05-02T20:36:00.000+08:00

Friday!

3 hours of lecture but it passed slightly faster than usual today. After school went to holland v to have lunch with sean, wan qi (chee) , hui shian and serene. Had a hard time deciding where to eat and finally someone, but i forgot who, decided on swensens. We went in and one of the staff there told hs that outside food was not allowed because she was carrying her yogurt. Haha he was quite funny. He allowed the yogurt in the end and he said luckily it was not haagen dazs. (fyi haagen dazs is swensen's rival in ice cream). Then after a while, another waiter who was not so kind came and told her that she had to bring her food outside. So hs and serene went out to finish the yogurt first. Then suddenly all of the girls had no appetite. I would feel bad if i were to eat alone with sean so we decided to leave. Was so paiseh and the waiter looked shocked when we walked out. Haha. Took 185 home and chatted on the bus. Had some b!tching sessions too.=)

Went home and took a nap because i was dam tired. Ice asked me out while i was sleeping so i didn see the message. Paiseh! By the time i woke up it was already 7pm and dinnertime. How about going out tmr?

Yp signing off~

2008-04-28T21:32:00.000+08:00

Physics SPA OVER!!!! finally ended the journey of physics practical...Chemistry is going to be on this Friday which is after Labour Day-.-

Nothing much happened today besides watching 'relaxing' session of documentary shown during GP lesson haha...Then had a 3 hr break to prepare for physics SPA and BOY did i prepared well for it :)

Whats worse than lying to ur girlfriend?
That would be telling her that u lied to her - Wait till u see the expression on her face

Ice signing offz~

2008-04-26T00:37:00.000+08:00

Had to stay back for that boring talk after school...waste of time la....

Had a tiring day walking all around orchard...phew...legs tired, eyes tired( 'sight seeing' :P) and even STAMAH pain( laugh too much ) HAHAHAHA

Had fun chatting with fire esp when we starting cracking jokes haha...too sensitive to be said here...

joke of the day : HAAH!!

Ice signing offz~ FREEZE~

2008-04-26T00:10:00.000+08:00

Finally Friday!

Supposed to end at 1.50 today but had current affairs quiz semi finals. Went with zw and jw. Noticed that my team keeps on changing. It was originally me zw and marcia. Then me zw ernest and now its me zw jw. Haha was quite surprised the organisers didnt disqualify us. They just wanted to have 3 people in the team no matter what.

Anyway, the quiz was quite manageable. First part was written with a few difficult questions. 1 mark per qn. Then came the crucial part. We were shown a picture of a person and a clue and were supposed to guess who that was. We drew lots and i managed to get a good one. Other teams had to guess people whose existence we just discovered. And we got Wong Kan Seng ( the mas selemat minister guy). Crucial part because each question was worth 5 marks and we seemed to be one of the only two groups who knew their answers. Guess most likely you guys will see me on stage. Since we already got into the semifinals, might as well go on to become the champions=) nothing to lose.

Ended at abt 5+ , went home to change and went out with ice. Met him at lao di fang and then went to ddr for a short while. Got bored after that and while buying our drinks, both of us decided to go on an adventure! Was already 7pm+ by then. Wanted to go bus hopping and see where we would end up. In the end decided to go orchard to see the night scenery. Wanted to go by bus at first but it would take 1 hr +, so we went by train.Went monster hunting on the train and overshot by one stop because we had to finish off an important monster.

Went to taka to eat. I had noodle omelette and ya kun kaya toast. Delicious! We then went window shopping in cine and heeren. Then sat down to hunt again as our legs were tired. Also had a good chat while walking around.

Took the train back home and had another good chat. This time it was a funny one and i laughed till my abs hurt. Quote of the day: 'Excuse me miss, can i have a glass of water please?' ;)

Yp signing off~

2008-04-24T19:16:00.000+08:00

Didnt really have a fantastic day today....early in the morning got a scolding from my chem teacher...just becoz i accidentally left the extra worksheets on my desk and didnt realize so she scolded me for not being responsive when she asked who had the extra worksheets...

Then had a big scolding from my maths teacher becoz i gave him the wrong answer...okay i admit its my fault but i am not upset becoz he scolded me for giving the wrong answer...i was upset becoz he couldnt understand what is -1/2 o.O ask me to say it in chinese somemore :S
Just becoz he couldnt understand " negative half "

But then the fun part came...CAKE SMASH!!! haha...planned on putting a garbage bag over my friend and give him a few punches but due to time constrain and the bad weather we decided to just blindfold him and smash it in his face!! haha damn funny...smash his face liao everyone run like lightning away from him like nobody's business...i was the camera man so i stood there and took down every moment with the fear i would be attack by him first HAHA...Louis u are next:)

Had to stay back for the sports meet HEATS and i was doing long jump:P
But there was people who could jump 5.5 metres la OMG...my best only 4.9m i think
The funny thing is my friend who was suppose to join javelin had his name cancelled off while i didnt have to go long jump but was forced to join the event and had to cancel someone name HAHA...Jing Yi la sabo me...but lucky she came to support me haha...Udit and Tanny oso stayed back to cheer for me LOL even though they didnt need to stay back

Still remember that once i wanted so much to improve my DDR skills so that i can be as good as those at Lot 1 and even join then in the ranks but i guess its impossible now...it was one of my biggest motivation to get to know them and their skills...maybe thats how i improved so much in my skills, in my opinion haha...guess i won't be the one to be to do that anymore...i cant go back on my word liao...Haiz THEY will never know why i did what i done...In their view, i was probably trying to hao lian...

Sometimes its not u don't want to do something but its because u cant do anything about it.
There are always constrains and limits.
When u are in my shoes then u will finally understand.
So go on...take flight, my friend...
Thats what i have always wanted u to do...
If by pushing u away i can make u go further, then i guess i have done my part...
I am able to finally put my heart at rest knowing you won't be alone anymore...
Farewell.

Ice Signing offz~

2008-04-23T21:15:00.000+08:00

Been busy doing my 17 essay plans lately. 9 down 8 to go! Still have to search for examples after doing essay plans...looks like this whole week will be spent on doing my examples file.

Went for NS medical checkup today. Quite boring, especially the vocational test part. Its like a very long IQ test.( about 1 to 2 hours long) And btw there was really no need to cough...haha ;)
The doctor just needed to have a short look.

Managed to get PES B in the end because of my skin problem.

Tomorrow is support bowling day! Need to go school because i have to take back my psp from dil.

Yp signing off~

2008-04-23T17:08:00.000+08:00

Shut up and listen can?...haiz i definately know u cant...
Thats wad i have been thinking later...wanted to say that to people who don't know me but wana condemn me...

I still believe that "Misunderstands can kill"
haiz but it doesnt matter anymore...............

Still remember chatting with Fire and from now on i will ignore whats not important to me anymore...maybe i just worry too much about others...maybe that's just me....Care more for others...
Fine...i won't ever give shyt about those who dun even respect me...
Heard from my friend today, 'nvm la i just care for myself can liao'
Maybe that's the human nature...selfishness...

A wolf leaves his pack...what will u interpret from this? that the wolf has been outcast by his family? or that the gang is a heartless one to begin with?

When u truly become me, only then will u understand me...

My 2 minutes is up........

Ice Signing offz~

2008-04-22T20:03:00.000+08:00

Quite an gloomy day for me....woke up feeling really tired and ended up slping through physics lecture O.0

Took back a comprehension paper and...shyt...failed...haiz....

Thought maybe i could find some courage to step back into the reality but then i received an sms from my dad saying i failed my block test( but the result we got back like a few weeks le O.o)
Think he is quite pissed and i cant tell him anymore except....i tried my best..............................

Tomorrow is Xavier's Birthday!! dunno wad 'Surprise' we giving him haha...Wishing him a happy year ahead and stay cheerful to brighten everyone's day haha...always cracking jokes to make us laugh:)

My friend borrowed my handphone today and i trusted him so i did lend it to him but it turns out he started telling my whole class about me and her after seeing that photo....he even thought of sending the picture all around my class...i made sure he thought twice before doing it...haha...lucky he still had the conscious to not send it...
He kept saying she is my girlfriend...but she isn't la...its not that i trying to deny my love for her but its just that she didnt accept me...but they just wouldnt believe me...thought i too shy=.=
So all i can do now is wait...and wait....and wait...but...

Ice signing offz~

2008-04-22T14:56:00.000+08:00

Happy Earth Day!

Haha...today's post will be in green. Today was supposed to be a half day but the timetable got switched to Friday's timetable. Got so bored during the lecture marathon and 4 period gp.

And congrats to my class for getting into the semifinals for the current affairs quiz! Haha im part of the team too but im not too happy because i was forced to join the quiz. Filled up quite a lot of answers randomly in the prelimary round of the quiz but we still got through in the end. Credit goes to my classmate who knew the answers for many of the questions. If we get through the semifinals, we have to sit on the stage and press some buzzer thing for the finals. Im gonna feel so weird doing that=.=

Tomorrow is my ns medical checkup day! Wanted to pon the full school day but decided to stay till about 11am because there are some important assignments to do in class.

Going to support the bowling team this Thursday. Dont know if i should pon also because we have to return to school after supporting the team.

Yp signing off~

2008-04-21T21:03:00.000+08:00

"Ice...Ice..."

She called out to him, with agony that she was feeling in her heart at that moment.

Tears flowed down her cheeks as she lay on the bed hoping he would be able to understand her pain.

He held her left hand with a firm grip and rest her head on his left arm.

"Shhh...don't cry, Darling.....don't cry...."

It was then when she saw a tear drop rolling down slowly.

Time stopped at that moment...but both of their hearts continued beating, with the same beat...

She stretched out her hand and wiped off the sadness on his face.

Nothing more had to be said.

Ice Signing offz~

2008-04-17T23:18:00.000+08:00

I am back again! Took a long break from blogging and other stuffs because wo hen mang! Haha i think i used this phrase for the third entry already...

Reorganised a lot of things during this break and managed to get things sorted out. Yay! I feel so much better now.

School is also becoming more fun because there are new things to poke fun at. People from my class should know what i am talking about =P So life is not so boring anymore when you have more things to laugh about.

Also received term exams report card today...it was not so bad. But i must do better and get
back all my As! 2 gone 5 to go!

Just had an interesting chat with Ice about burdens too. Letting go of burdens slowly can let you walk further, but holding on to some *special ones* can let you fly! Haha

Tomorrow is Friday! Woohoo! Have some interesting plans for the weekend~

Yp signing off~

2008-04-17T21:40:00.000+08:00

OH NO...becoming a little too emo this few days 0.O
My previous post alot of negative feelings yeah? sort of thought of that poem suddenly with the negative energy in my heart...was nothing much so dun take it too seriously:P

Maybe becoz of the tests and homework due last few weeks...

BUT the test period is more or less over!! whew...can finally take a long and deep breath...
the next few tests is about two weeks from now which is chem and phy SPA...hong gian, aidebadaboon XD

Had my 2.4 run, sit ups and standing broad jump done liao...not bad results heh heh...hopefully can at least get a silver award...i dun wan go in tekong earlier 0.O

Gonna take a good rest before starting to work again...must balance between fun and work...Hopefully i get to see an improvement in my grades

Ice Signing offz~

2008-04-10T19:42:00.000+08:00

Everything seems to be my fault...everything seems to be my responsibility and i have to answer for it...

Maybe thats how u want it to be, mocking me and watch me fall

I'm Sick of it...cant take it anymore...

Gonna start running from everything

Maybe even break all links

Gonna hide and stay in isolation

Cant seem to vent my frustrations

I had enough.

GAME OVER
! ! ' " ' i ' ' ''

Ice Signing offz~

2008-04-09T18:58:00.000+08:00

Tests...TEST...and more TESTS!!!!

Haiz...almost no time to breathe...have to cope with tests and homework plus my up coming air rifle competition this coming Saturday....tomorrow going to have a maths class test...think i going to fail it liao :(

Really feel like just giving up on everything and not give a care about anything anymore...but she said she will support me and be there for me so it kind of gives me motivation to keep it going...

Physics common test next monday and i might have to go support Daphne on Sunday for making into the FINALS...congratz Daphne :)...Saturday and Sunday burned for competitions...great, lesser time to study : /

Wanted her to go watch me shoot during the competition this Sat (and hopefully Sunday too haha) but i think she has CCA so.............oh well.................she probably cant make it for the finals if i made it in as she would be studying with her friends anyway so..........haiz.................

Mentally tired...geez...

Ice Signing offz~

2008-04-07T18:49:00.000+08:00

Realised i have been slacking a lot since fun-o-rama ended. Time to start work and focus on better things...

*Abandon quest*

Yp signing off~

2008-04-05T01:00:00.000+08:00

I am back! Haven't been blogging lately because wo hen mang! (again)
A lot of things do do such as homework, fun-o-rama and ....................
Had single period pe in school today. It was so tiring! 1.6km run and then ultimate arm and leg destroyer exercises. My muscles are starting to ache now... I heard that tuesdays timetable would be switched to friday's for two weeks because we missed too many fridays of school. This means 2 single pes a week and 3 hour lecture marathons! No good! Worse thing is...tuesday is my 'half day'. I can go home at 1.10 and only 3 lessons that day NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
Met Ice after school today for secret meeting! Finally managed to complete our project! Yay!
Maybe a few more new projects coming up=)
Then went to jp to meet sm. Ddred for a few rounds and then met Sora there. So we went to the kopitiam to hunt as well as to have dinner. Had beef soup with Ice. Long time no eat...the soup was still as good as ever but the portion was quite small.
Went to bus interchange pasar malam after that...not much choice of things there. Finally managed to catch a bus home past midnight. Phew! Thought we had to walk home.
Yp signing off~nya!

2008-03-25T00:13:00.000+08:00

Wooohooo...had a long day today...recieved a few smses wishing me happy birthday:) the very first one was hers:) brighten the rest of my day...even my air rifle club members wished me haha thx peeps...

Had a mini cake fight after school today! damn messy and there was chocolate and coffee all over the place! haha...had alot of fun wiping chocolate all over Udit(u cant miss him XD) and once on Ian's head ROFL...then came the cleaning up...had to use pails of water to wash down the chocolate cake haha and even played with the water hose got damn wet in the end but it rained for about 5-10mins while we were having fun anyway HAHA...the guys went to buy new shirts but i didnt anyway all i have to do is take a few mins walk and i am home :)

In the evening, met up wif sm at my house before going to meet the rest...waited damn long for pearl and jw at the swensons la...jw went to cut his hair haha and didnt know we were all waiting for him in swensons ROFL...and pearl was about 40 mins late=.=...booked tickets for Rule #1 and had a frightening experience on my 18th birthday haha but it was quite a good movie ba

At the end of the day i thanked her for the special present she made for me...and i also wana thank my other friends for the wonderful "TRUE devil slicer" haha...THANKS!!! appreciate the special gift

Ice Signing offz~

2008-03-23T23:19:00.000+08:00

Sirloin steak underneath half grilled lobster xD

Pretty lobster shell huh?:P

Had a delicious meal today! my family celebrated my birthday today...when to seafood harvest to eat...tasted the delicious half grilled lobster and sirlion steak! woOTZ...the cod fish meat feels like it melts in ur mouth because its so soft and smooth...and its the first time i actually tasted a lobster:P

A few more mins to my birthday...counting down :)

Ice Signing offz~

2008-03-21T00:50:00.000+08:00

WOW...dunno where to start...erm...had a tiring day today, long lectures and even had Physical Conditoning class(PC)...after PC had a make up tutorial...BUT the good thing is after that my class sort of gave a small celebration for my friend,Daniel and i( we have same birthdays)...born in same hosipital somemore ROFL...and oso not forgetting celebrating for yi fang too(hers was belated i guess)...had a nice chocolate flavoured cake which had to be sliced into many pieces...my classmates say want give me a birthday BASH on monday0.O...come on guys, don't like that la...haha...

Went out with my friends to play ddr...with much accomplishments i guess but not mine...its theirs...never get to play much too becoz got others in the queue...had few rounds of mhf2 haha but really jus a FEW...got home to slack my day over but i recieved a present...quite early i guess...it was from my forgotton friend...i guess he read my blog and he realised it was my birthday soon...never knew he still had a rough idea of when is my birthday...he did wrote me a few words that were quite interesting...told me about why he gave me wad he gave to me haha...
he told me he didnt knew wad to give me as a birthday present and said he thought i wouldnt be short of anything...well, its true i am not really short of anything, except ur friendship...

Not really sure if u still will be reading my blog but i wana tell u that...i appreciate wad u gave me, its not how expensive the gift, its the sincerity and i felt it...i will put the gift to a good use and u know i am full of surprises:)...oh and u guessed correct who i am in love with and i am glad u gave me ur blessings but its not me who is not whole-hearted to her, its that she is not ready yet:P...but there is no rush i guess...who knows she might meet someone who is better than me and willing to wait for her just as how long i am willing to wait :X
Btw u wrote like as if its the last time u will ever talk to me again O.0...well maybe u really don't wish to talk to me ever again but i just wana tell u this, u don't have to say sorry becoz u know i will always forgive u and that i never really blame u all this time...Lastly, have more confidence in urself, u always like to look down on urself thats why maybe people think u are not as good as u really are...

"A Gift from Watari?"
"I...will accept the gift"
those who watched L change the world will understand haha but i changed the dialog abit
Wa now damn tired le ....need....rest.....ZZZzzzz

Ice Signing offz~

2008-03-21T00:44:00.000+08:00

Never gonna give you up, never gonna let you down
Never gonna run around and desert you
Never gonna make you cry, never gonna say goodbye
Never gonna tell a lie and hurt you
Yp signing off~

2008-03-19T20:02:00.000+08:00

Yahoo~
Going to be very busy soon because of Fun o rama. People please come to support 2SA3's store @ ACJC 29th March 9.30am to 6pm...Can just leave a tag if u want tickets $10 each hahaha.
Need to go shopping for stuffs, do games testing,paint banner etc...but it sounds fun. Supposed to have 2 guys guarding the stores overnight on the night before fun o rama. Tried to organise a class 'chalet' but lim ch only allowed 2 of us to stay over. Aiya! In the end didn get to stay, maybe will try to stay illegally.
Got back my Physics and Chem. I got the 1 mark curse again! 1 mark short of a B for phy but im surprised i could even pass, so Im still quite happy. Got an A for chem but disappointing cos its a low A. Must work harder!
Long day tomorrow, then super long weekend!
Yp signing off~maOOooo

2008-03-17T18:45:00.000+08:00

Oh...yea...first day of school...

Had a new GP teacher le...wishing my previous GP teacher a wonderful life ahead and i never know when i will be seeing her ever again...had a change of timetable and my maths teacher was unhappy about us recieving it only today so he made a fuss out of the situation of us not having our books and stuff...geez...its not like we dun wana have our new timetable ASAP...Had a boring time walking around esplanade there today because of a field trip by our cutural studies...personally i feel i wasted 3 hrs...haha...

MATHS test tomorrow at 4.30pm!! :( and i will be having a 6hr break tomorrow heh heh heh
Haiz...very tired...

Feels like someone is missing in my life...forgotton but left in my heart with faint memories and i wana thank him for whatever he has done for me...always there to help out but end up being mistaken...but i have also been mistaken by others like him and i guess that is the person he will always be...tried to tell him about it but didnt have the heart as it might actually break his heart...hope he will realise wad is wrong one day...just cant remember who but all i could remember was that it was his naive thinking and actions that caused me(and my friends) to slowly lose faith in helping him anymore...wonder wad happened but it seems that he also started to doubt our friendship which caused friction between us...but i never had the intention of losing a friend like him until the day he pulled the plug...wonder whether he would read my blog but IF u are reading this, i hope u realise how i feel...

Ice Signing offz~

2008-03-17T17:40:00.000+08:00

First day of school!

Surprised that i could wake up early at 6am this morning because i have been sleeping at 3.30am everyday during the holidays and 7am during MHF camp. Went to school and met kt for morning kopi. He was telling me about Rule #1 and the storyline sounds interesting...should go to watch one day.

Went for assembly and chapel after that. I was feeling quite sleepy during chapel until some j1 who thinks that chapel is a disco caught my attention. He was jumping up and down with some hand movements. Was very amused watching him. Hahahaha

After that, proper lessons began and we started getting back our term results.

Got back the Maths results first. As expected, i did not pass. Even though it was expected, it is still disappointing. 24/50, short of one mark to pass, just like in promos where i got 49/100. But my result is actually not bad considering i only did 26 marks worth of questions. So its like 24/26 for questions which i know how to do.

Then got Econs results back. Got a 32/55. Not very satisified because i wanted an A. 32 marks is 1 mark short of a B. Its always that 1 mark...cha yi dian~~~ maybe its just fate.

Lastly, i got back results for GP. The teacher did not really give back the scripts but we were allowed to look at the marks in order to calculate our overall CA marks. GP was not bad considering the overall standard of everyone. Top in class hoo~~

After the very tiring day, i met sm to monster hunt on the way home. Managed to hunt a shogun cenataur down and was halfway through a congalalalalalaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa till i reached my bus stop. So too bad...had to abandon quest.

Tomorrow will be a wonderful day~because i get to end at 1.10! Going to gym with the band guys after school though. Hope the rest of my results are good.

Yp signing off!~NYA!

2008-03-16T00:11:00.000+08:00

MHF camp! Just a little add on to the previous post...

Mugging session after the hunting!

Yp signing off!~nya!

2008-03-15T22:52:00.000+08:00

MHF camp!

Met up with the guys for ddr and had to "train" sm's new card becoz he lost his LMAO. Now he is no longer Ecllipse (HAHA LMAO ROFL) but CALLED....dun wan to say here hehe...its for me to know and for u to find out. Thinking of taking a break from ddr becoz i have other more impt objectives to complete like studies and other stuff so i may appear at jp less frequent than usual or maybe never at all *hint hint*

BTW, Equation of an ellipse is (x-h)^2/a^2 + (y-k)^2/b^2 = 1

haha had fun staying over at yp house to play mhf2. Quite a fun way to celebrate the ending of our holidays. Had a nice "chit chat" ; ) session at 5-6am with yp and sm until i didnt even notice i fell asleep. too tired le >.<

Woke up and had Pizza for breakfast! Wootz! and continued playing till lunch time. Had Spaghetti for lunch sia esp with lots of tomato sauce and minced meat plus mushrooms! My favourite :) Did some homework too.

Haiz starting school next week liao and i will be having a maths test on tues :(
Sian la. But i guess i dun have a choice after all......

Ice Signing OFFZ~

2008-03-08T23:46:00.000+08:00

Phew...been missing in action for such a long time because wo hen mang! Anyway...i am back now and its the march holidays! Such a short holiday but so many things i want to do...go out, revise schoolwork, monster hunt and so much more. Must chiong during this one week...a little less sleep a little more action!
YP signing off~

2008-03-05T21:12:00.000+08:00

Nearly woke up late again today...Had a tough time trying to understand all those lessons taught in class and was damn tired at the end of the day...Wanted to go home but realised had CCA open house again!...haiz...need to let the J1s try out again...then couldnt meet sm early to play awhile of mhf2...So i decided to ask him come my house later in the evening...

When home to shower then made a mistake by sitting on my comfortable bed to read my notes...fell alseep in the process...in the end sm came my house but i was asleep so he went home instead...Sorry sm!!!...

Haiz chem lecture test this fri...sick of tests liao...need a break....

Ice signing offz~

2008-02-23T01:21:00.000+08:00

WAAaaaa these few days quite du lan ar...alot of jiao wei happenings

One thing that make me damn du lan was about someone fussing over a small case ar...jus becoz i was busy and couldnt help then i tio condemn...what is this man=.=...plus who the hell was the last to use the table ar? sorry if this statement seems offending to some but maybe the last few people should help instead of going away so quickly????? I admit i oso in the wrong that i didnt help becoz i was busy playing my game and i CANT PAUSE( god damn it)...hmmm maybe i should have thrown my console aside and jump into the situation to help..HERE i come DUDE STAND ASIDE!!!!...one thing that makes me really wan to laugh is that the girls offered to help but he thinks they cant do anything and the guys are all to be blamed, at least thats my point of view...in the first place when i needed to shift the table oso no one help me wad...only the girls offered to help me becoz they oso needed the table to eat their dinner...

Once again i apologise to those who feel offended by what i say but this is my point of view and i really wana thrash this thing out, been boiling my blood whenever i think of it. Lucky i haven melt....

Ice Signing offz~